JOY KENDI OPENS UP ABOUT UNHAPPINESS AND WHY SHE NEVER WANTS TO BE SKINNY

Lifestyle content creator Joy Kendi says she would never want to be skinny again.

In her latest vlog, the actress said she was unhappy when she was thin, this is after a fan suggested she should go back to her previous weight of 57kgs, “I received a direct message (DM) from somebody saying ‘I have been seeing you getting into your workout routine, health and fitness’ and she sent a picture of me from long time ago.

Basically, saying I think while you are in the middle of your fitness journey you should aim to get to that.

The reason why it made to feel some type of way is because I have been very vocal and open about my fitness journey and I have spoken multiple times I like being a certain size. I just enjoy it, I feel better, I feel beautiful, I feel sexier and just myself.

During that period, it was about two years ago, that was the smallest I have ever been in my life. I am naturally not a small girl; I am built to be thicker. Smaller than 65kgs I don’t look good and healthy.

The smallest I got was 57kgs which was very small for me, during that time it was the hardest times of my life. I was the most unhappy I have ever been in my entire life and especially during that period.

I didn’t realize I was putting myself in unhealthy state, it was almost like an obsession, everything in my life was not happening the way I wanted so I was like let me at least control what I eat and how small I am.

Relationship wise, I was unhappy, career wise I was down, I never want to get to that place again both psychologically, emotionally and physically again. I love the way I am right now.”